He asked for a throne and was given a cross β and he said yes to both
Matthew 20:22β23
"But Jesus answered, 'Are you able to drink the cup that I am to drink?' They said to him, 'We are able.' He said to them, 'You will drink my cup, but to sit at my right hand and at my left is not mine to grant, but it is for those for whom it has been prepared by my Father.'"
Which part of this exchange with Jesus feels most like the conversation God is having with you?