Your sin was not swept under the rug. It was covered — completely — by something greater.
kāphar · H3722 · HEBREW
The Hebrew word kāphar (כָּפַר) means to make atonement — to cover sin so thoroughly that it no longer stands between you and God, to restore a broken relationship by dealing with the thing that broke it, and to accomplish this through the offering of a substitute life in the place of the guilty one. It is both mercy and justice satisfied at the same moment.
Which verse about kāphar speaks to where you need atonement to feel real today?